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Decide to Love

Find the love, everybody always tryna find the love
They don't see the time that went behind the love
We should take a chance instead of, hide the love
And decide to love
Cuz all that anybody want is love
All that anybody want is love
All that anybody want is love

Shout-out to all of the women that I almost had
Thought it was the right place, right time
Then it all goes bad, yeah
We blame ourselves so much it's almost sad
But know it's for your own good
It ain't all yo bad, no
I find myself chasin'
Tryna avoid feelings I'm not good at escapin' 
Holdin' off on revealin' emotions until the day when
She's looks to me for love and not just entertainment
No more loveless nights I'm tired
I need more than that to light my fire
You seem more relaxed when I'm not tryin'
Am I too forward or is love just dyin'?
Whoa
Social media Dr. Phils can't walk the walk
And everybody scared of relationships, so they talk
I can relate, but trust me that ain't gon' help at all
Trump taught me that you pay for it
When you start buildin' walls
And really you just wanna be loved, so then it falls
Stayin' out the way, but you'd love to get involved
So you just feel it out, ya feelings all filled with doubt
Still tryna figure out all the problems you never solved
Made the same plans like, one too many times
In this game of chance, I ain't won too many times
I'm prayin' to The Man hopin' He can help me find
A lady I can call mine

Find the love, everybody always tryna find the love
They don't see the time that went behind the love
We should take a chance instead of, hide the love
And decide to love
Cuz all that anybody want is love
All that anybody want is love
All that anybody want is love

Shout out to all of the women that I almost had
Yeah everything's a blessin' and a lesson
And we all know that
You got passion in ya speech
But do you practice what you preach?
That's often where we all go mad
You see I fall so fast
I dust myself of another loss and then I fall back
Back in this pattern of gettin' sadder
What you call that?
Actin' like half of it didn't matter
'Til I meet a new woman
And progression starts going backwards, oh
Why do I hide from my feelings?
Stuff 'em inside and conceal 'em
I know that I should reveal 'em
And heal 'em but it's hard
And I'm such a hypocrite
I know the solution but I struggle with livin' it
I know that's a nuisance when you tryna get intimate
I wish I could prove it when you with me to witness it
Lettin' someone new into ya life is so terrifyin'
I'm tryna be united with you but I'm too scared of flyin' 
Scared of when I do, and the rejection is paralyzin'
Stare inside the mirror because often that's where I'm hidin'
But what if I paid attention to actions instead of words?
Considered my feelings about what happened instead of hers?
Remembered to remind myself that I'm enough? 
Then maybe I could honestly decide to love 

Find the love, everybody always tryna find the love
They don't see the time that went behind the love
We should take a chance instead of, hide the love
And decide to love
Yeah
Cuz all that anybody want is love
All that anybody want is love
All that anybody want is love
Love, love, love
Love, love, love
Love, love, love
Love